有聊就入

空气温度适宜，天气温和，内心却焦虑得没有降温的迹象。不为担忧什么，只是很多东西绞在一起了，并且难以消化使得我的个人系统产生混乱，反藏独、分手、失去与某朋友的联系、毫无灵感的KTC、留学生游行、政治纷争、和第一个爱上我的人讲分手、安静得石头似的手机以及被删得空空的内存条、日渐走向结束的学生生涯……很想病倒。
很无意义的世界啊。还有几多个十年……
还期盼着什么呢。
我很想很想用些什么来暂停一下脑子的转动，我已经哭不出来了。

四月五日是分手的那天。今天是四月八日。

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March 17

如何终结呢？

我把录音听完一遍又一遍，当我不再有感觉时，也许我已拿回我的东西了。

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February 17

i want to escape...

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February 07